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Welcome to Gilbert Baker Film Festival-GBFF Ping & Jen
Hamish Downie Introduction for The Voice In My Head (2024)
Hamish Downie Introduction for The Voice In My Head (2024)
The Voice In My Head (2023)
The Voice In My Head (2023) A marathon runner, Isa, debates coming out with her Mother - the voice in her head. Can she come out to her Mother in real life?
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Hamish Downie's Introduction for Life Echoes (2024)
Hamish Downie's Introduction for Life Echoes (2024)
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Life Echoes (2024) WIP
Life Echoes (2024) WIP
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Hamish Downie GBFF Introduction for Matcha & Vanilla (2021)
Hamish Downie GBFF Introduction for Matcha & Vanilla (2021)
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Matcha & Vanilla (2021)
Matcha & Vanilla (2021) A lesbian couple in conservative Japan must fight to stay together when one of them is diagnosed with terminal cancer.
INTRODUCTION Nicole de Meneses Introduction for Dead in Love (2023)
Nicole de Meneses Introduction for Dead in Love (2023)
Dead in Love (2023)
Dead In Love (2023)
Post Film / Q & A Nicole de Meneses for Dead in Love (2023)
INTRODUCTION Nicole de Meneses Introduction for Fishy (2024)
Fishy (2024) with English Captions
Post Film / Q & A Nicole de Meneses for Fishy (2024)
Natalie Metzger / Robert Allaire Introduction for Immortal (2019)
Immortal (2019)
Loop (2020)
Amanda (Sue Kessler) heads to her family's beach cottage for a little family vacation for the hundredth or so time, unfortunately, this time without her wife Drew (Andrea Oberlander). Will Amanda she get a little rest and relaxation she so desperately needs or does someone else have different plans for her?
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Matcha & Vanilla (2021)

A lesbian couple in conservative Japan must fight to stay together when one of them is diagnosed with terminal cancer.


Yuki and Ai are a long-term lesbian couple living in the closet in Japan's traditional society. When Yuki is diagnosed with terminal cancer, they must fight against their family, the hospital and society in order to stay together until the end.



Director Biography - Hamish Downie

Hamish Downie is an Australian LGBT filmmaker and producer based in Osaka, Japan. After teaming up with Paul Leeming and directing some music videos for word music diva, Robyn Loau, he made his first short film, "Silence", which did well on the festival circuit in Europe. Buoyed by that success, he ventured out to make his first feature film, "Matcha & Vanilla" which reunites the creative team behind "Silence". Hamish hopes to continue to make films that have a multi-cultural focus, and in the future would like to make an animated series. For his next project, he hopes to make a musical web series.


Hamish Downie Director Statement

Fear is one of my biggest muses. The "Never Let You Down" music video was about the time I was getting stalked by a fan. "An American Piano" was my cry for world peace at a time that felt like we were going to have another world war. And "Silence" was about an abusive relationship I was in. Now, with my debut feature film, "Matcha & Vanilla" I'm tackling both love and fear. I've been in a long term relationship for a while, and moved to Osaka to be closer with this person. Things are going well, although we don't have a lot of money. My biggest fear is that one of us gets sick, and we can't financially support each other. More importantly, as we don't have Marriage Equality in Japan, if my partner were to get sick and go into hospital, I might never see him again as I'm not recognized as being his family. This is a real fear that all LGBT couples in Japan have. So, I wanted to hold up a mirror to that with this film. Making the film was very cathartic for me, and for our team.


Please tell us your motivation for making your film:

I wanted to help the Marriage Equality movement in Japan


What is the theme of your submission?:

The Power of Love


What was the message you wanted to convey with this project?:

That so many of the tragedies that are faced by LGBT in Japan could be so easily overcome if we only had Marriage Equality. It would mean that our partner's wouldn't disappear away from us because the hospital or family don't recognize us during times of illness.


More about this project

"Matcha and Vanilla" reconnects the award winning team behind the short films, "An American Piano" and "Silence" in their first feature film collaboration. The film stars Qyoko Kudo (The Wolverine, Babel) and Tomoko Hayakawa - two of the most talented actresses in Japan working today. With this film, we hope to support Marriage Equality in Japan.



News & Reviews

" TG Geeks Staffer, Hamish Downie, Wraps His Debut Feature"

Two Gay Geeks

https://www.tggeeks.com/blog/2019/01/22/tg-geeks-staffer-hamish-downie-wraps-his-debut-feature/


Matcha & Vanilla (2021) Credits:

Hamish Downie

Director


Hamish Downie, Qyoko Kudo, Tomoko Hayakawa

Writer


Hamish Downie

Producer


Paul Leeming

Producer


Tomoko Hayakawa

Key Cast

"Yuki"


Qyoko Kudo

Key Cast

"Ai"

The Wolverine, Babel


https://gol-studios.com/en/project/overview/6685e6abcfedb1559dc4f2ab7bd7903c/film_info


Screenings / Awards:

Hong Kong Lesbian & Gay Film Festival

Hong Kong

Hong Kong

September 12, 2021

World Premiere

Official Selection - Asia Focus


  • Year
    2021
  • Runtime
    84 minutes
  • Language
    Japanese, English
  • Country
    Japan
  • Content Warning
    Death, Homophobia, Sexual Exploitation, Terminal Illness
  • Note
    https://gol-studios.com/en/project/overview/6685e6abcfedb1559dc4f2ab7bd7903c/film_info
  • Director
    Hamish Downie
  • Screenwriter
    Hamish Downie and Qyoko Kudo, Tomoko Hayakawa
  • Producer
    Hamish Downie
  • Co-Producer
    Paul Leeming
  • Cast
    Qyoko Kudo, Tomoko Hayakawa