On June 18th, 2022, I took a test and found out that I was pregnant. Nearly one week later, the Supreme Court reversed the Roe decision ending the Constitutional right to abortion. As my pregnancy began to face critical challenges and the term termination became a very real consideration, my experience lived in parallel with the equally weighted guilt and privilege of living in Maryland, a state that would allow me to make the decision to keep or end my pregnancy. This film is a short, self-reflexive documentary chronicling an autobiographical year in four trimesters through the visceral experience of pregnancy, childbirth and postpartum in a post Roe V. Wade era. With emphasis on reproductive autonomy and the storing and processing of trauma in the body, the film urges viewers to engage in the critical discussion of how we process our own experiences; what we encounter in silence and what we seldom speak truth to. The film guides viewers through a linear year-in-the-life, poetic verite paired with intimate and raw imagery which explores the convergence of digital smartphone applications (apps) and analog super 8mm celluloid film. The merging of these mediums reveals an intimate portrait of the often fragmented romanticization of memory and how we psychologically process our experiences.